Are you sure this is where you want to be?

After I wrote my previous post, I was listening to the radio and amazingly enough I heard this song... What a coincidence... or is it fate... destiny?... Oh well.. here're the lyrics...

Oh, look around you
Look down the bar from you
The lonely faces that you see
Are you sure that this is where you want to be

These are your friends
But are they real friends
Do they love you the same as me
Are you sure that this is where you want to be

You seem in such a hurry to live this kind of life
You've caused so many tears and misery

Look around you, take a good look
And tell me what you see
Are you sure that this is where you want to be

Don't let my tears persuade you, I had hoped I wouldn't cry
But lately, teardrops seem a part of me

Oh, look around you, take a good look
At all the lonely used-to-be's
Are you sure that this is where you want to be

- Willie Nelson

Where am I now?

I think its quite obvious now that things didn't go as planned. However, as promised, here is a post.

For the past few weeks I have been quite busy with different stuff... Stuff like work, studies and simple time-wasters... I guess some it is has to do with something that hit me perhaps a couple of weeks ago... I am 25...

Don't get me wrong, its not like I didn't know I was 25.. I did.. its just that I didn't absorb the fact till recently. You could say its like a mid-life crisis.. but it isn't my mid-life.. not yet at least I hope...

Anyway... as a kid or a teen I wanted to do so much by 25... I wanted to be a businessman... I wanted to better the world... I wanted to be somewhere... and that is definitely not here...

But hey, realistically, not all was possible.. and I acknowledge that... but looking back... I think I could have done alot of different things... but I didn't... perhaps because I'm part slacker part lazy...

Oh well... It's about time I do start something... and hopefully I will... so stay tuned...